it's so bad that i thought this was the 3rd week of june already. FYI, it's only the 2nd. i didn't consciously think it was...it's just that i forgot what date it is today.
which isn't that bad if you think about it.
all i know is it's friday, the last working day for the working week (for most).
well, no biggie for me coz it's just 1 working day for the 7-day week for me.
not that i'm complaining yet, though i do get dead-tired.
i can't help it. sometimes you just get too attached to something and even though you sort-of left, it's like you never did. not many people can appreciate this: putting the large amount of thought, effort or work into something, not for the rewards or money it brings, but because it's what you love and because you just don't wanna see everything that has been accomplished go to waste. is it an unappreciative job? not really. i think appreciation comes in various ways, one of which is that you have to appreciate yourself for what you have done. the most satisfying things in life are often not the satisfaction given by others, but what was given to you.
anyway, it's not a self-recognition or self-satisfaction or self-fulfilling thought. neither is it a "for the greater good" crap. i do things only because i like to do it (despite all the crap), and because i want to.
being caught in this whole whirlwind can be a relief at times. you feel like a busy little bee and that you have no time for anything else. doesn't necessarily makes one happy, but you get so busy and tired, u don't have the chance to be unhappy even.
so that's good what, cynically and sadistically speaking lah.
on a lighter note, more money is always good.
coz the GSS is here!
just an update. the pimples are starting to clear, but still very much alive. my toes have signed an amicable treaty coz i disarmed them (cut my toenails). but my wisdom tooth is still being a pain-in-the-gums. i wanna do sth about it, but being the responsible employee that i am, i think i'll hold on for a while more. it's not unbearable, it just makes chewing, talking, opening my mouth difficult coz it's sore and slightly painful. i got a high threshold though.
and guess what?
the coming 2 months will past me by like another whirlwind! i'm sure.
1 comment:
hi dearie
i love being caught in a whirlwind sometimes, when things get busy i am happy so that i dun have to think so much abt other things. am glad that u are doing well at work and that u are so commiteed dear. the company is lucky to have u. see u soon, ok? we chat chat.
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