when things change

i'll have my sundays freed up from now on, though that doesn't mean i'll be free every sunday.

things change.

things have changed.

it's beginning. work...is beginning to get slightly unbearable at times. sometimes, i really wish people would be more helpful, or not try to get away with stuff, and just be nicer.

not be some two-faced person. sometimes they are like the best of friends with you, and some other time they will shirk all responsibility or "become professional" all of a sudden.

i dunno about others, but i really try my best to accomodate everyone, or to make people's life easier, or to be helpful and work towards a single, same goal.

is it just me doing that???

of course i have nice, helpful colleagues.

but you know how 1 rotten apple spoils the basket.

apparently, there are a few rotten apples.

ARRRGHHHHH!!!!

the place feels disjointed at time. like there isn't camaraderie...even between people in the same department, same branch.

well, except for my branch la.

or maybe i'm just being biased. hehehehe

BUT!!! i'm still very angry lah!!! i'm angry at "giant" people. why so "giant"???

it's very streneous to have to plot and calculate and think of how to do things diplomatically.

I WANNA GO ON A LOOOOOONG BREAK!!!!

I HAVEN'T TAKEN A FARKING DAY OFF IN MONTHS!!!! MONTHS!!!!!!

THE LAST TIME I TOOK A DAY OFF WAS FOR MY SISTER'S ROM!?!?!!? it was wat? march???

FARKING TIRED LAH!!!

how come people get to take day offs, get to go home early and i don't.

and i have to deal with so much shit, and other people's shit, and chase people's backside, and have others make me feel like shit, as if i have nothing better to do, as if i haven't done ANYTHING.

appreciation is not over-rated.

appreciate me, please.