squeeeezed

i really have no time.

so if i take forever to reply an sms, it's because i haven't had the chance to read it or no time to reply it.

and if i sound funny and impatient and fierce on the fone, chances are, i'm working or i'm with my boss...still working...even at 9...10...11pm.

and if i can't come out...it's probably cause i am STILL working...or i've had a loooong, rough day...so i really can't meet...or i have no strength to.

actually, it's not all bad.

i feel very focused now. like i know what needs to be done, even though half the time i'm still finding my way. but yah...i do feel more settled.

but it's really really stressful. i'm not getting enough sleep. adrenaline is all that's keeping me up. much like wat da big boss says,"since you're in the cheonging mood already...". yah...i am.

i even stopped drinking for close to 2 weeks. haha...but i think i'll need one REAL soon. maybe tonight? after i finish doing some work.

i just squeezed two minutes of my time to type this. and it's back to work.

anyway, if u see me at holland V, i'm probably working or JUST finished working on something.

i like to do my work at holland v. it's quiet. the people are generally nice(r). there's always space. i can stay here to work till late. and the coffee bean staff knows me. haha...yes, i've been here too often.

ok la. back to work!