waiting...waiting for the world to change

i wake up everyday and switch channel news asia on first thing in the morning. and if i don't get to watch it, i'll check channelnewsasia.com.

i can't wait to see the headlines. to see if MSK has been caught. or dead. or spotted. or SOMETHING besides "the hunt is still on".

yeah, this a****** has caused much pain and misery...especially to my weekend plans. I'm not directly affected, but it's bad enough.

i wonder if his eye twitches or he'll sneeze till his nose fall off, coz i betcha a zillion ppl are cursing at him.

maybe instead of keeping your eye out for someone limping, we should look for someone whose eyes are twitching or who is sneezing perpetually and whose nose is falling off.

bygones.

i've been trying to cut down on the drinking. actually, i'm not too sure if i'm subconsciously or consciously doing it. i was super duper lethargic on fri and sat night. fri was just weird coz we went wala's early and had a nice seat but the band was...not quite right for the ambience there. it wasn't a bad band...it was rather nice, classic. just not right for the mood. after 2 beers, we went coffee bean and had tea...and then went home coz i got tired. that was maybe, before 1am? early on all accounts.

sat...i had a bit of a headache but i couldn't abandon kai, so i went along. went clarke quay...MAD crowd. left. went timbre. MAD queue...but damn good band. dammit. suay. walked to barstop. i was whining all the way but kai tried to distract me by talking about ghosts/vampires and nightmares...and kept on telling me it's just "there". biangz.

good thing was that barstop was empty...but my headache got worse la. (p/s: i like their wine cooler, very very light). we left after melvin and kai finished the bucket of tuborg. i had ONE drink. only ONE drink. and we left...around 1am. again, early on all accounts.

and yesterday night, i had ONE hoegaarden at home. just ONE. partly coz my regular sunday night date was not available.

so yes, i don't know if i'm consciously not drinking too much or i just didn't feel like it.

we'll see how this week goes. then i'll make a more accurate assessment of my drinking status.

but i'm NOT an alcoholic.

something is wrong with the air-con in my office. off...on...off...on...MAKE UP YOUR BLARDY MIND LA!!!!

eh, i'm really sorry if i'm completely random recently. you must believe that i DO think about what i want to write, most of the time. it's just that i currently don't see the point of transiting from one idea to the next too beautifully or seamlessly. too tedious. my mind is getting lazy. i can't even be bothered to use big words and flowery language. to the point.

current fav song of the moment:

so fathers be good to your daughters
daughters will love like you do
and girls become lovers, who turn into mothers
so mothers be good to your daughters too


and since we are doing john mayer...

i'm waiting...(waiting)...waiting for the world to change~