it has only been 1 week into 2007! it seems like forever already...

i just realised that i'm a pretty forward-looking person. i don't like to dwell on the past, especially if it's anything negative or sad or such. so i don't remember grudges, and i tend not to remember the bad stuff.

no...it's not disillusionment or hiding from reality. i just...don't remember much. and i don't really like to keep thinking about how things have happened and keep reminding myself or asking myself why or how or what. that's why i don't read my diary entries of the past until maybe a year or 2 later. so i can laugh it off and think, "that's pretty dumb..." like i remember having this major cold war with a senior in primary school. but i don't remember who it is or what. so if i see her today, i probably won't recognise her or remember that i once hated her to the core, for all of a few weeks. ha!

i guess it's just unhealthy and unfruitful to dwell on the past. when problems come up in my life, i like to just settle it as soon as i can prepare myself to handle it. if i can settle it today, then i will. i'm not the kind who can slowly sit down and plan, but i don't like to be too organised about it either. i think timing is important...there's a little reminder angel in my head that tells me, "now is the time!". i kinda like this little angel...she's often right.

well...i tried. i don't try to change people or the way they think. i just hope for some reflection and looking at matters retrospectively. that's enough i guess. because i can insist with all the might and strength that i have, but if others think i am what i think i am not, there is just no way out of this maze, is there???

anyway, about my week. work has started but it's been a bit slow. i've been trying to clear last year's shit and work towards the coming year. this year, i feel, will be slightly uncertain. but still, it's a good vibe i'm feeling. so that's good i guess.

watched fast food nation with jeremy on saturday night. i was slightly put off by the images, but i doubt it'll put me off fast food, or patties for long. hehe...i doubt it'll put him off the big macs for long anyway.

sunday dinner was supposed to be a surprise for jeremy. kinda to wish him luck and success in his new career as an SIA cabin crew. he thought it was dinner for 2 only, BUT it wasn't! in the end, the surprise didn't happen because of some miscommunication and unexpected situations. duh...still...SURPRISE! the bunch of us went to IKOI at miramar for jap buffet. i thought the food was ok, but i think the rest felt the one at the other place was better. ah well...i didn't know about the other restaurant. next time then. we went vivocity later to get his tie and we all met for coffee at starbucks. chatted away till it was closing...and we went home.

i had a craving for DAISO shopping and steamboat. so when there's steamboat, who do i call? KITE! hahaha...we headed to DAISO first to splurge (ok...i splurged), then we headed down to tian tian for steamboat. that's 2 days of steamboat for her. haha...it was good just slurping hot soup and pigging out. after that, we met kerry, lili and mark at the mrt station to go home (don't ask me why...i still don't get it...hahaha)

so yes...that's my week for you. i hope i have more things to blog about in the coming weeks because if i thought i had no life then, i think i'd have negative life from now on.

sigh...i always wanted more time on my hands...guess it's just not having more time alone lah.

bahhh~~~