oh man...!!

really lah...have been nothing but tired and lazy. coz everyday have to wake up early to go to work. and then by the time i'm done, even though i get to see daylight still, i'm simply too tired and sleepy. i mean, i get sleepy by 11pm! it used to be 3 or 4am!! if i'm not tired, then i'm simply too lazy to on the lappie, wait for it to start-up and type.

it's not the job per se. i think the whole change in lifestyle has been pretty challenging. and i'm not even talking about the 8-5 thing. i think the change is partly challenging coz it's not just on my part that there is change. i'm working near my home, and he's working near his home. we used to have a meeting point, and that was at work. i'm 8-5 with weekends to spare (sometimes) while his time is irregular. so from meeting everyday, it went down to meeting every other day, to just 2-3 times a week. and all we can afford (in terms of time) are meals.

it's challenging...and that's an understatement.

sometimes, i wonder if we'll ever get used to it.

alternatively, i wonder too if we will get too used to it.

anyway, work is coming along fine. starting to get more things added on my desk, but at least i have a nice little cubicle that i'm sprucing up slowly, but surely. my office mail has been set up and all hell has broken loose! wahaha...i think most people working in big organizations would know what i mean. hur hur...

may be catching a movie this weekend with the dear one. ah...finally. maybe can meet up with the weekend-cum-movie/hk cafe-cum-"sq gfs" gang if they are free (are u all free?). haven seen them in a while and have some catching up to do.

i don't really want my old lifestyle to be changed much. i realised sometimes, you just get too used to not meeting that you start making excuses not to meet. then sooner or later, the friendship or relationship just falls apart. so i'm gonna make every effort to see that i can meet up up and catch up with my friends and/or loved ones as much as i can.

GO GO FIGHTING!!